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Alright. I hope everyone had a good Father’s Day,

badassador-sexshark:

Ok, ok. I sorta like you. Better? Come on, it’s kinda cool. You get free back rubs and food brought to you and stuff. Fuck yes we are. 

Sorta? No, no, no. You can give me a little more credit than that. Speaking of food… Junior in there is screaming for a big burger. I think Sades and I are gonna go get some food. Are you free to come with?


Alright. I hope everyone had a good Father’s Day,

badassador-sexshark:

I kinda, almost like you too. Hell to the yes we are, and we’re gonna be awesome parents.

Hey. I better get more than a ‘kinda, almost’ if I have to carry around this extra person for three more months while you get to continue looking fit and stuff. So not cool. And, we sort of already are awesome parents. So we’re gonna be twice as awesome now.


Alright. I hope everyone had a good Father’s Day,

badassador-sexshark:

whether that means celebrating how awesome you turned out without your dad, celebrating the fact you got lucky with a good one or chilling with your kids is all you. Anyway, onto the real purpose of this post. I, Noah Puckerman, have an awesome announcement that I wanna share with all of you guys. 

In just a few of months there is gonna be a brand new, little Puckerman in this city. Think about it. Think of the awesome. 

That’s right. Kid #3 is on the way.

Kid #3. You know, I kinda like you. We’re really gonna do this, aren’t we?


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  • Jesse: Perhaps it wouldn't kill me to get them both in the same room for a talk.
  • Jesse: I just couldn't let her have the same experience I did. I mean, I threw myself into show choir to escape it. I'd perform on sprained ankles, broken ribs, dislocated shoulders, just to be anywhere but home and feel important. I felt really important with Vocal Adrenaline, as sad as that is. And now, with Broadway, I've finally made it. And I don't even feel like I can enjoy it with him hanging over my head.
  • Jesse: He wants part of my new life, I'd guess. Wants to say that his son is a Tony winner, that he got him there. Wants his fifteen minutes. Well, he won't get it. I'm going to say my peace and then I'm getting the hell out of there.
  • Bliss: It could be beneficial. Or it could blow up in your face, but I don't want any credit in helping you come to this conclusion if that happens okay? That's a poorly timed joke - btw.
  • Bliss: You sound like me with softball. I had a mean swing with that bat.. and I'd be damned if I wasn't the best damn runner on the team even when he'd broken ribs and it hurt to breathe. Another place we differ, cause when I got out and started modeling he was too busy drowning in Jack or Captain to notice my face in the magazines.
  • Bliss: Just don't let him talk you into sticking around to hear him out or any of that shit. They can be real smooth talkers when they really wanna be from what I remember of my good for nothing father. Tell him like it is and be proud. I recommend a nice 'Fuck you' at the end but that's just me, y'know.

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  • Jesse: The St. James' have a particular way of coping, and that's on our own. Though I suppose their support wouldn't be the worst thing to have some days. My brother is just...ashamed that he couldn't help me and angry that I never gave him the chance to. I wanted him to have his own life and not be bothered by what was happening at home. I thought I had a handle on it.
  • Jesse: No, that's not offensive. It actually...makes me feel good about the situation.
  • Jesse: Thank you for that. Rachel is losing her mind, worried something will happen. So I'm going over to her house right after. But I'll give you an update. I just... want it to be over. I want him to stop calling me, and stop pretending like he did nothing wrong. I want it to be over so we can all move on.
  • Bliss: Yeah. I get that. I didn't talk to anyone about it till Puck. Bemaw knew but she never got it out of me. She didn't really need to. I wasn't ready to let it out and then I left, so it just never happened. Sounds like he's really just on some kind of high horse. You did what you thought was right and it can't be changed now. He should get over it and be there to help when you need it now.
  • Bliss: Well, it's the truth. I mean I know if I'd been in your shoes I'd have done the same but I wasn't. I was an only child and taking the beating was just what I did. I wasn't taking it so nobody else got it or anything like that, I just took it cause I knew I was gonna get it with or without a fight. You were protecting someone and taking it - probably twice as bad - even though you didn't /have/ to.
  • Bliss: Yeah... When I went back to Lima Puck wasn't too happy about me seeing my dad even if he was on his death bed. It's what they do. They worry. I'll be sure to have my phone close. Guy's got a lot of nerve playing it peaceful. I'd be going in for blood. If my father wasn't already dying when I went back to see him I wouldn't have felt bad helping him get there.

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  • Jesse: Robbie and Liv are both...wonderful people. But Liv was there when it happened and I made sure he never touched her. Looking at her, talking to her...brings it all back. I just want her to move on. As for Robbie...the reason we aren't talking is because he didn't know about the abuse until about two weeks ago. I told him and he lost his mind. Refuses to speak to me.
  • Jesse: ...God, Bliss, I'm sorry. I wouldn't wish that kind of situation on anyone in the world. Being afraid of your own father, constantly looking over your shoulder - it's not the way to live.
  • Jesse: I have to see him. I have to end this, or I'm just going to keep looking and waiting.
  • Bliss: Did you ever think maybe she might need you to help cope? I mean... That's gotta be scarring for her too, even if she never got hit. Not a fan of the brother thing, though. What's not talking to you gonna do? Not like he can rewrite history. Least he could do is be there for you now.
  • Bliss: Hey, I managed to get out. The fact that I'm still alive after his abuse and then my own is a damn miracle. I was tough cause I had to be, just like I'm sure you were. But I didn't have to worry about protecting someone else when it was happening. That makes you strong. Makes you twice the man some piece of shit father like the ones we got stuck with could ever be. Just saying. Sorry if that offends.
  • Bliss: Look. I get the whole wanting it to be over thing. Not gonna judge. But when it's over and you need to talk it out, you've got my number. Doesn't have to be right away, but when you're ready. I got a free pass cause my father died. I understand the need to seal things off once and for all.

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  • Jesse: Well, I have two siblings. Olivia and Robin. But I tried to cut myself off from them after I left home. I...wanted them to have their own lives, and I wanted to move on from my childhood. It was selfish, but, well, it was needed. I haven't seen Liv in two years and Robin just moved to New York, but he and I aren't currently talking.
  • Jesse: My parents... well. My father is an alcoholic. And growing up, in my teenage years especially, it gave him a lot of anger. Anger he took out on me.
  • Bliss: Can't say I envy the sibling situation. It was bad enough being me growing up, I wouldn't wish that on anyone. It sucks that you don't talk to them, though. Unless they're like... Assholes or something. Sorry if that's too blunt.
  • Bliss: Holy shit.
  • Bliss: Well. I take back what I said. Maybe there is someone who can understand completely. My father was an alcoholic piece of shit and I was his punching bag until I left home. You really wanna see this guy tomorrow?

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  • Jesse: She's the one that got away, that's for certain...though everyone knows that but her. Worst kept secret.
  • Jesse: I feel like I have more dark days lately then bad. I tried to reconnect with my family lately and it just fell apart. It made it so much worse, to know they truly want nothing to do with me. But I shouldn't want anything to do with them. Rachel and Tina (my roommate)...they're my family now. The only family I've got. And yet, I keep latching onto this need for closure. Which is why I'm going to see my father tomorrow.
  • Bliss: Maybe she does know. Some girls just play it blissfully ignorant.
  • Bliss: This might be a little forward, but why aren't you already connected with your family? I mean. I know it's not some crazy uncommon thing. Other than my Bemaw I don't consider any of my relatives family. We share blood, which sucks ass, but I can't change it y'know?

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  • Jesse: The only person I've ever told about my past in any sort of detail is Rachel. Once upon a time she was the love of my life and though we've had our differences, we're as close as family can be.
  • Jesse: I'm sorry you went through all of that and had no one to turn to. For awhile, I was in that boat too. Until I was twenty. And then i got out, and I came here, and things started to change. Still haunts me though. Does it haunt you?
  • Bliss: Sounds like me with Puck, kind of. I mean, after I started talking to him he became the only person I've ever talked to about everything without holding back. I always hear good stuff about this Rachel girl. Still haven't really talked to her much, but she seems like good people. That's good, that you have that with her.
  • Bliss: Every day my past haunts me. But I have Sades to make the pain dull, and now with Puck and everything things start looking up. I have my down days now and again. It gets rough when I realize there's nobody in my life who could understand completely what I've been through, but Puck cares enough to try. That's all I can ask for at this point.

As Good As It Gets is such a good movie.

saintjames-onbroadway:

My life has been full of surprises so far…good and bad. I mean, my life started off like shit, but looked pretty fantastic to the outside world. Half of the people around here think I grew up privileged, think I went through high school with the best of everything. Just because I was the lead of a show choir, for Gods sake. It’s odd, the perceptions people will make of you, isn’t it? Sometimes I wish people knew what really went on, and maybe they’d…I don’t know. Maybe they’d stop treating me like I’m something they’d like to scrape off their shoe just because of a few mistakes I made years ago.

I’m no expert on life. From the sounds of it we’ve got some similar history. I mean, for a while people thought everything was rainbows and fairy tales for me. I never dealt with anyone thinking I was privileged but nobody did in Taft. Then again everything is apparently different in Taft… I fucked some shit up and made some mistakes for a while and now here I am. We differ here, though. I choose to keep to myself. I don’t trust people cause in my experience most of them really suck. But look, if you ever wanna talk about it I’ve got an ear. Two of them, actually.